Why life is a 1000 peice jigsaw puzzle? All your life you have to keep arranging the peices one way or the other and for every two peice that fit in the third doesn't. You just cant create the picture you want even when its your life! There are peices which just wont fit into each other even when you want them to. If it was god's will i just dont understand why is it that there is a strong feeling to create a different art. You can write your own destiny, you can change everything you want just you need to have the determination, strength and perseverence and it does change. The peices try to fit in with each other but the more you try to get them closer the more they hurt each other. Another solution you have is to try to adjust into the picture which your loved ones create for you. The edges that you wish to remove from their life have somehow started hurting you. then whose life do you give more priority to?? If you give priority to them and their wishes would they in turn when their chance comes pick you and consider your wishes ?? or they would follow the moral one which they think everybody should follow to get eternal peace and happiness. The closer i come to understanding life the more i realise everything is ephemeral and the terms 'happiness' and 'peace' can be acheived by people in varied ways. They just dont stoop low to acheive it but even scale heights in search of it........alas! all in vain. The secret lies more in your heart than in the deep valleys and surface of the oceans. If you can command yourself you can control it. You can see and judje what situations make you happy or sad and strive towards being more happy..... but is it posible to be able to control wishes and lead a moral path? do you meet no resistance on the path ??? Does the struggle ever get over or is it a never ending tirade?? Why do you live?.... to fulfill the motive of your life........ but isnt it the materialistic motive you acheive by discharging your duties properly. Even when you wish to acheive feelings which are trancendental the task by which you have them are purely materialistic ...... The spiritual path goes thru the materialistic lanes when there are thousand things to distract you and divert you from their path .... as long as you are human you just cant stop feeling, even the slighest change of events make you ponder, brings out a reaction from you ......... being indifferent to them and continuing with your own path with undivided attention to acheive eternal happiness and peace..... DONT FEEL JUST WORK!! work for what is right and what is just ...... keep moving..........

but what if ur interest lies in just the opposite direction? what if u gain satisfaction by troubling others??? in doing odd jobs??if you are born upside down? if you were delivered that way ?? if you last that way ??? ........ then what ????